dejavu - n.a.c.

this kind of voice, this kind of rhythm...brings back 'memories' that i've nvr been through before, but i'm familiar with it. =]


Christmas is near perhaps. *end of sixth working week*

update soon.
*argh color run*

倒带

nice.







[i'm angmo]

three J's plus one angmo...
english version lagi wtf.

[i'm english version]

*applause*

for the saint.

s.l. *full resolution* by ~andrewlvkr on deviantART














practicing, for the saint.
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love his painting...lovely and very detail.

strike office life strike/ sinful lips

After tomorrow will be the end of fourth week of my office life. For the pass few weeks i've try different kinds of work from dealing with misc. stuff in the office till deal with some main documents i never seen before with my partner...and of course drafting will definitely be part of my job. Everyday are almost the same, same as what i thought, i've a healthy life...weekdays.

'...finding chance to watch 2012...not only amazed by it's plot, but this...



my fav scene in 2012, since the first time i saw the trailer...
it's so meaningful.
and it's like the rusty cross on my chest...'

I've met two nice taxi drivers who fetch me go to work and back home, i do feel blessed...both of them really kind, for the sake of money maybe.
I like the firm i've choose, ppl i met thr willing to teach and of course scolding me while something is not right lol, that's all fine for me, i'm trying hard to keep myself away from whining this and that sometimes...but it's hard, and maybe the only way is to cut my lips away. whining is weak.

'...strike . strike/...'

i've tried slacking around in the office and also cad like nuts for whole day...and i've found that cad like nuts time can past faster lol. i can't find satisfaction in doing things that are not belong to ME, satisfaction of creating-something-MINE, satisfaction of 'splashing' MY own 'tone' here and thr...yea...maybe thr's too many me and i for the past few weeks...or i should say for the past few years. it's time to adapt the spirit of team work? yea.

'...does music affects ppl? well now i believe they do. strong constrast of music tearing ppl's emotion...and yet it's like an addictive drug which is hard to let go...that's weak.
i've to admit, i can't bear to listening to those church fellowship music now days...i've tried, but the rhythm hurts my ears...it sucks!
extremist?
d.dis.?
atheism?
feel ashamed but i don't know...'

not to say totally no satisfaction at all. at least i enjoy the moment i complete my works and looking forward for the new one *or to go home*. i've been assisting senior to draft some part of the tender drawings these days, the way he plan and managing files and works sometimes really are inspiring...i mean, i can see how the 'system' runs while working with him.

'...it's been a sinful life with sinful inspirations, staying strong and horrid just to keep the sinful truth, and yet, confession need to be made...not within the circle...but to look up.'


'...the best thing is, both parts are separated...'

sinful lips.

'...凌晨三点钟...'

heard this song while watching sergio making fun on rap songs.
but i like that one, nice lyrics...happy-non-of-my-mf-business-halloween.

same shit

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